Unexpected

A moment I froze & dove into a pit of silence.
A time when my mind woundered on rage, heartache, & violence.
A lesson that had to be learned through experience.
A glimpse of what would have come if I didn't practice patience.
This isn't the life I dreamed of as a child.
No! This is far from what I thought down the line shall be.
Calm & collective as it seems.
Taken advantage of at time I never expected.
Aimed for the stars but all I reached the roof of my life.
Is this how things are suppose to turn out?
No. Never cause giving up now would be wrong.
Giving up now means I won't be able to sing my last life song...